Monday, April 11, 2011

A Little Randomness

1.  I have not been motivated to post anything on the blog as of late.

2.  In fact, I am forcing myself to type this post.

3.  It may be time to be done with blogging.

4.  My kids are driving me insane today.

5.  Not that I'm not always on the brink, but today, I'm full on.

6.  I hate yelling at my kids.

7.  But I did today.  A lot.  Really loud and often.

8.  Felt good at the time, but now, not so much.

9.  I know why, but I can't post it.

10.  That makes me want to start a new, completely anonymous blog, that I only let select (non-judgmental) people know about, just to talk about the "taboo" subjects.

11.  Like yelling at your kids or bad days or things/events that cause you incredible stress and possible ulcers.

12.  And if this day wasn't enough, now I have to feed them.

13.  So, what I'm making for dinner is completely unhealthy.

14.  I don't care that it is, because they will all eat it without complaint.

15.  At this point, I will do anything to avoid the complaining, whining, and general gnashing of teeth that this day has brought.

16.  Just keepin' it real for you, dear readers.  Some days, life sucks here at the Castle.


Jordan said...

I LOVE this post. My life for the past two weeks has also been about the "taboo" things. Sorry you had such a frustrating day. The fact that you are even MAKING dinner speaks volumes. And I know it's hypocritical, as I haven't blogged in like a year, but please don't stop. Yours is one of my favorites and I would miss it sorely :)

Montgummibears said...

I am *so* with Jordan. You know I'm on your list of non-judgmental types for your anonymous blog. :-) Or just go ahead and shoot over an email to me anytime for that venting randomness if you don't want to post it for anyone else to see.

Love you friend. Even though we don't speak as often as we used to, and our paths don't cross as much as they used to, we're still so alike in so many ways and I just love you.

And ditto Jordan again, don't stop writing, I love reading your posts. :)

Sarahendipity said...

I think that most of us who are honest and real have days just like this. It is ok. I know I do. ☺ On my most frustrating days, I let them eat what they want and watch what they want while I blog about something that I enjoy or sew. It is not wrong to make 'Queen' time. Hang in there and PLEASE don't stop blogging. I am with Jordan and Tami...I so enjoy your posts, especially the random things. ☺ I feel like I have gotten to know you much better through our blogs. Hugs!